..:I Called You Mine:..

You called me yours,
I called you mine.
That lasted for such a short time.
Promises were made,
Made to break.
Plans were made,
But what does it take
To make them come alive?
Sometimes I feel like I won’t survive.
Will I make it through the night?
I fight, fight, fight.
I should’ve known
You’d leave me alone.
Oh, how my love for you had grown.
It happened so fast,
I believed it would last.
Maybe I’m naïve,
Or maybe love isn’t real,
Maybe it’s just make-believe.
But, you were real to me,
And we were in love,
So we believed.
And, when I hold you,
I feel as though I’m holding the world,
Admiring the immaculate view…
The sun in the sky,
The birds in the trees.
Now my sky is just dark blue,
And the birds sing a lonesome tune.
I can still feel your breath on my skin.
It makes my body weak,
Outward and beneath.
Beneath the surface,
There lies a girl.
A girl with a heart of glass,
Searching for a man with gentle hands.
I lie awake,
My mind examining all the memories,
All the moments where our hearts were at stake.
Marshall Mathers says it best…
“I wasn’t looking when I stumbled onto you,
Must’ve been fate,
But so much is at stake.”
Now a door has shut in my face…
I know there’s a reason for everything.
So, is this your mistake or mine?
We’ll only know with time.
Will we be together again?
Someday, maybe.
But right now,
I’m facing today.